Monday, May 12, 2008
"Sounds like SOMEBODY has a case of the MONDAYS!"
Do you ever get that feeling like everybody you know is doing totally awesome and their careers are fucking TAKING OFF and your friends are in, like, bands that are touring the country and getting reviewed on Pitchfork and your other friends are writing movies and making billions of dollars and living in huge mansions and then some other friends are kicking ass and getting deals and shaking hands and having meetings around swimming pools with martinis and such, and meanwhile you're doing this *awesome fucking work* that nobody but your living room and your cat ever see because you're too lazy and unmotivated to get off your increasingly-fat-ass to get anybody else to look at and appreciate, and maybe you're just this goon who isn't any damn good at self-promotion or maybe you're just fucking impatient and you want everybody to notice what you're doing right now without realizing that sometimes it takes years to get to where those people are, but there's that nagging thought in the back of your mind, like, maybe I'm just not good enough, maybe everybody's right, maybe I'm just stupid-slash-untalented-slash-worthless?
Oh. Uh, me neither, I was just asking.